Words

Words, seems so real,
But broken and failed,
Words, kept a treasure,
Spent away as leisure,
Words, gave tiny hope,
Bitterly down its slope,
Words, of a little smile,
Became laughter a pile,
Words, of enchanted charm,
Swallowed thorns of harm,
Words, gave air of breath,
Choked into its death,
Words, of perfection,
Lies, road of no completion.

Sing Me a Song

Sing me a song to the dreamland,
On the beach, getting tanned,
Sing me a song to offshore,
Open my eyes, open the heart door,
Sing me a song to deeper seas,
Flying over the prairies,
Sing me a song to greater heights,
Over looking without sights,
Sing me a song to sun rise,
Sound so sweet and nice,
Sing me a song of peace,
Battles shall be eased.
Sing me a song to sleep,
Warmth in heart to keep.

Storm

Penetrating lightning,

Into the heart of the Earth,

Splashing heavy droplet,

Rushing of water,

Pain of dark skies,

Hiding the face of flight,

Anger of blissful wind,

Thrusting sound of thunder,

Hurting pinch of cold,

Oh, Heart of the Earth,

May peace of dove releases you.

Queen of Hearts

Queen of Hearts,
Hot like tarts,
So captivating,
Very enticing,
Pots of boiling hare,
Make us a perfect pair.

Tigger dreams as he bounces,
On his way to Gates of Graces,
Thoughts of his enthralling beauty,
So bold as indeed she is pretty,
Feelings held towards her subjects,
Cruel demands, off with their heads.

So highly yet she takes notice,
On this little novice,
Never before Tigger had a partner,
Never ever in this manner,
From the Gates into the Hall of Heavens,
Search of sight, beauty among maidens.

Up to the altar,
Just a simple desire,
As the High Priest lays his hands,
Lowered his head, Tigger bends,
Shower of ray,
Blessing of the day.

Lady Queen took special concern,
Any hearts would turn,
Exchange of letter,
Days came better,
Went to theaters,
And for dinners.

Admire, he was to her,
Secretly as he cheer,
Taking one step at a time,
Beauty of sublime,
Inner excitement, a nuisance,
Outer perseverance.

Off goes Lady Queen for a mission,
But Tigger had a vision,
Day and night he practises,
For his lady whom he misses,
Skills of Sword he learnt,
Passion deeply burnt.

With Panda brothers every night,
Towards the goal in suits of knight,
Pooh Bear came to call,
For a gathering for them all,
For a toast towards victory,
A prize of ivory.

Across the oceans Tigger travels,
On his little ship of barrels,
In search of new green pasture,
Where the wind stops, be it nature,
Word came across to Lady Queen,
Worries, feeling so mean.

At last, wind stops to blow,
Tigger was happy and ready to glow,
A new beginning of challenges,
Different views and ranges,
New home as he sets to build,
While in search for a guild.

Queen of Hearts sent a dove,
And starts off the friendship love,
In his patience he will wait,
As it is never too late,
For invitation from her,
To the Temple of Light and for dinner.

As Tigger received her scroll,
Bouncing as he rock and roll,
A step closer to his queen,
Something not to be too keen,
Oh what will this friendship ends to be?
The next episode we shall see.

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Living with 20 honeys,
5 for the stationed,
5 for the running,
5 for the legs,
1 for the hearing,
2 should be for the Head,
but used most for the stationed,
left none for the Head and none for myself.

Living with 1 smile,
Gone half to the rushing,
Gone half to the stationed
Left none to shine at.

Living with full tank energy,
3/4 of it gone to the rushing,
1/4 gone with the stationed,
left none for myself.

Rose did the dead,
But dead is the rose,
Pricking thorns,
Endless pain.

Voice of life spoke,
But voice of death speaks,
Threatened to win,
But heart of loss.

Standing high above,
Looking down below,
Sight with visions,
Tears of illusion.

Colours

In a paper of white,
Shiny yellow sun dane,
Shining in a sky of blue,
Ripples of aquamarine sea,
Green swaying coconut trees,
Glowing of golden sand,
With far sight of green mountains,
Flowers of pink and violet,
Looking upon high soaring brown eagle,
Reading papers of grey,
Beautiful beige covers for table,
A round platter with a pair of silver knife and fork,
One red meat with two pieces of bread,
Sipping fresh juice of orange,
Enjoying the colours of life.

In the TRAPezium

Lord,

I am struggling with situations in my life.
You have said, "Honour your parents",
I have made my choice to throw the dream,
And to follow what they want me to do,
And make them happy.

You also taught me, "Not to complain",
My heart is hurtful, but I must not complain,
I only need to pour them out to you,
Because You are the Only One for me,
You know me best.

You have said, "Love your enemies",
I find it hard to forgive them,
In Your Mighty Name, forgive them,
For they do not know the hurt You feel,
I feel it too.

In Your Name, forgive me,
For I have been negative,
For I hated the things that went wrong,
For I hated to live in this cage,
I know Lord, Your Love for me,
It is forever unfailing.

Your promises are always kept,
You know how hard for a human heart to accept these,
But I am trying my best,
I want to be righteous,
I want to have a bigger heart to love,
I want a closer relationship with You,
I want to depend on You,
I want to bless Your Name in my daily life,
These are all I have to offer to You,
I promise I will do my best for You.

Dear Lord,
I am crying out to You,
Don't just tell me You are here in me,
Speak to me, show Your Face,
I need You. I need You, Lord.

Let Your Glory shine,
Let me be your instrument,
Let me shine in Your Mighty Name.
Amen.

Lonely Night

Surrounded walls of blue,
Wondering if there was a clue,
Within her heart, just be true,
Making life varieties of hue.

Smack! Goes one bloodthirst,
Disturbing her work at first,
Icthing making it all worst,
Now dead, tummy burst.

Night alone with heart to write,
Working with joy at her site,
Event of the day - the last rite,
Enjoying the moment of lite.

Awaiting for the faintly tone,
Once it did, her face brightly shone,
If only he had a clone,
But good, as they were best left alone.

Smiles in this quietness,
Words exchanged happiness,
Slowly eyes rest in calmness,
With comfort and gentleness.

Disorder

Noisy as it seems,
Quiet as it be,
Thoughts so deep,
Fire of passion,
But dreams with obstacles.

Love of blood,
Unable to depart,
Love of neighbour,
Anytime falls apart,
But time reveals.

Choices are given,
Decisions are made,
One contents the heart,
One kills the hope,
But inspiration died.

Lost and found,
Found but lost,
Lost cannot be found,
If found, may get lost,
But fear of lost.

A True Friendship

This is dedicated to Sze Yan, my closest friend in uni:

Friends on earth are never forever,
If you think so, I think you have a fever,
Not all friends are true,
And remember, only One in heaven loves you,

The time in need is the time indeed,
To look upon Him first, it's the way to lead,
Seek ye first the kingdom of God,
As the Bible tells, listen with your heart, don't just nod.

Relationship with Him, no one can redeem,
Eternal intimacy, a passion of God for you that never dims,
A true friend He will always be,
To you and I, never to Him a "maybe".

As a friend to you, I am just passing by,
All I could offer is just support and a shoulder to cry,
As how you always did the same for me,
I am here always, you know where to find me.

Love,
~ant~

Deliverance

Obvious it was I who shouldn't take,
The turn I took lead me to mistake,
Away I lose myself to a twisting maze,
Consequences after is what I face,
Oh, how graceful God is to me,
Dead end He never let me be,
Sending signs of how wrong I have been,
Back to Your Arms, I am very keen,
Forgive my soul, against You, I have sinned,
Upon His Shoulders I should have leaned,
Help me, oh Lord, make the path straight,
No longer shall I be lost and afraid,
Love me unfailingly, You revealed,
Broken heart of mine, You healed,
Be my shield, my strength,
Throughout my life of insignificant length,
To overcome my weaknesses,
To deliver me from wickedness,
Praise You Lord for remembering,
Your servant here who means nothing,
Yet to You, I am precious,
You alone are my Glorious.

Just For Fun!

Happy happy together selalu,
Sometimes I also got busy like you,
Sometimes got play games with you,
Sometimes also got merajuk with you,

You joking "blablabla", I laughing "hahaha"
Sometimes I think we really gila-gila,
Sometimes we also got serious ma,
Sometimes I think forever we will go lalala..

I go class, you sleeping,
Sometimes drag you to the pool I wishing,
Sometimes want to buy you a clock goes RING RING RING!!!
Sometimes I just lie beside you, also sleeping.

You computer, I also computer,
Sometimes we didn't even talk to each other,
Sometimes talk about father mother,
Sometimes share share emails we get together-gather.

Every 3 hours will hungry-hungry,
Sometimes think of food angry-angry,
Sometimes no food feel lousy-lousy,
But together we are always happy-happy!

Life For Thought

Life Indeed Is...

Life indeed is tough,
The road is winding; the challenges are rough,
Life has much to offer,
When you gone wrong; you will suffer,
Life is not that pretty,
It is yours to protect; no time for pity,
Life is a bit fuck-up,
When u need help; people are stuck-up,
Life is not just a game,
Act like a bump; then you are lame,
Life is endless in nature,
When something just ended; you head for the future,
Life is making you miserable,
You want something; had to beg under the table,
Life is cruel in a way,
Nothing is free; you just got to pay,
Life is quite boring,
Prefer to sleep; dreaming away and snoring, So why are we still living?

Are we so stupid for just believing?
So why are we still standing here?
Are we living in a small round sphere?
So why are we still moving on?
Are we nuts or some-thing's going on?

David - It's strange
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The Fact of Life is....

Life is beautiful,
Appreciate it or you are a fool,
Life is God-Given,
Lovely and precious, never rotten,
Life is eternal,
A nature planted in every internal,
Life don't end in this world,
You are His beloved journal,
Life is with a purpose,
Before you go on crying, identify it first,
Life on Earth - a temporary assignment,
Just to fulfill your mission,
Life is not just what is seen,
But it is also the unseen,
Life is not only one-way,
Easy or hard, you lead yourself day by day,
Life is short on earth,
Treasure it before mortality meets death,
For living life is not so easy,
To encounter all, do have faith in Him completely!!

Do you know how precious you are in His Eyes?
Don't live life with full of lies.
Do you seek for His Graceful Hands?
Don't you know you are one of the selected sands?
Do you think you can do this alone?
Don't just stay there and mourn!

Antonia - You are strange! ;P

Turning Point of My Life

Seven different days with seven different ways,
Seven times He revealed one verse that says;
"My unconditional love for you never fails",
A verse which awakens me from a life of no avail,
From a song that touches my soul,
To a movie with tears I could not hold,
A message of Light which caught my attention,
A testimony so real that I have to mention.
“Was it a miracle or was it just thoughts?”
Seven times He made it crystal clear,
Seven times in me, His presence felt so near,
The warmth of His endless love, the touch of His gentle hands,
A change from an empty desert of cold white sands,
To the person who I am today,
Living with purpose fulfilling each day,
No longer a blank paper that wished to be tore,
As I spread His piercing Words which touches me to the core.
“Will I strife on with the life blessed by a loving God?”
Yes.